GeneraL October 29, 2007 9:39 pm

..but still we’ll never ever know, when is the ‘time’..

andai kutahu
kapan tiba ajalku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

andai kutahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

reff:
aku takut
akan semua dosa dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku

andai kutahu
malaikatMukan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucapkan kata tobat padaMu

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa dosaku
ampuni aku
menangisku bertobat padamu

aku manusia
yang takut neraka
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga

-ungu-

sCHOOL of Software Eng 10:31 am

salam~

yeah two papers done, and two more papers to go with five days gap! alhamdulillah! fyi, my first paper was the earliest paper if compared to anyone else in the uni, y i said so, because the final exam is officially started on Saturday, 27th. However my first paper was held on 23rd, Tuesday, during the study week! and was started as early as 7.30 in the morning! actually this was happened for a reason. Everyone in the class has agreed and we have also been told about this much earlier. In a way, it’s good, since now two papers have already done, hihihi…  can’t wait for the other two to get over! I don’t like exam..huhu..
ohh one more thing, my Project 1 presentation will be on 7th. Pray for me! May everything goes well!

Oct 23rd- CISB 514
Oct 28th- CITB 243

Nov 3rd - CSEB 314
Nov 6th - CGNB 412
Nov 7th - Project 1

here are some of the earliest wishes I got (yg smpat save..) The others also I save but I do not manage to save them like below (dh start blaja n blaja..hehe)..don’t worries kay people, I saved and placed it all in my heart! keeping all the wishes very well at the bottom of my heart!
Thank you girls! Be good n take carE!

TechnologY October 21, 2007 5:09 pm

                           

look at the picture, what’d you say?
all is wearing a white shirt n a dark pants..
are they related to one another? emoticon
are they marching to somewhere?emoticon
is it a uniform suit?
aha, then click here to know what the above picture is all about!

MemoirS 4:12 pm

Salam~

My atuk’s condition since the past two weeks is still not ok..neither getting better nor getting worse.. he’s critical yet stable, and up until today, he’s still in the CCU ward. There’s nothing wrong with his heart, it’s just that ICU ward in HKL is full, that’s why he’s transferred into CCU, level 4, of HKL.

Since last week almost everyday me and my family went to visiting him. He’s still under a sedative. When the sedative is low, he will be restless and keep on moving his hands which are full of various wires..However when we called his name, he response a bit! Sometimes when we talked to him, he cried..tears coming out from his eyes, very very sad to see him like this.. Please pray for my atuk, thank you!

This raya however is not the best one emoticon, my opah from dad’s side has been warded a week before raya due to dehydration.. My uncle has brought her to KL since nobody is going to look after her except for my grandpa. There’re two of them only in the house. Alhmdulillah now opah is getting well! I’m happy to see opah to get back her appetite to eat, she’s getting thinner, oh I’m so worried!  and another sad news, my auntie was having an operation.. may u get well soon ya auntie!

Oh, this coming Tuesday will be my first paper for the final examination! and I’m so scared! Wish me luck people! I need ur do’a!  emoticon

MemoirS October 4, 2007 12:43 pm

Semalam, umi balik bgtau yg kelmarin atuk jatuh katil, kepala atuk berdarah banyak. Pakcik n Paksu dah hantar atuk ke HKL. Semalam juga ayah bergegas ke hospital, cancel semua meeting, untuk melihat keadaan atuk. Sedih sekali mendengar cerita ayah petang semalam. Body atuk dah tak ada reaction. Gula, darah acid semua maksimum. Tiada air dalam badan atuk, menurut seorang doktor. 5 doktor perempuan dan 1 doktor lelaki mengelilingi katil atuk untuk melakukan suntikan demi suntikan, tapi satu pun tidak berjaya menurunkan gula, blood pressure dan acid. Insulin dah dimasukkan ke dalam badan atuk paling maksimum juga tidak membantu. Teringat masa internship dulu pernah amik cuti satu hari sebab ikut umi teman atuk pergi hospital buat chek-up routine.. Gula atuk memang tinggi, tetapi atuk masih mampu berjalan. Kadang-kadang kasihan bila melihat atuk makan, terutama bila selera dia datang, tambah-tambah bila umi buatkan kerabu mangga, atuk pasti makan banyak! Sebelum puasa atuk ada datang rumah kami, waktu tu dia dah mula lemah dan kurus, tapi masih boleh makan. Cuma kerap kali dia tersedak, seolah-olah makanan tersangkut ditekaknya. Tak tahu macam mana nak tolong, akhirnya atuk lega sendiri. Lewat petang semalam doktor decide masukkan atuk ke dalam ICU sebab atuk mula meronta-ronta, mungkin sesak nafas, tetapi bila letakkan alat di hidung, dia tepis, ramai nurses dan doctors terpaksa memegang kaki dan tangan atuk. Hinggalah atuk terpaksa diikat kerana body reaction dia sgt kuat. Atuk dimasukkan ke dalam ICU untuk mendapatkan bantuan pernafasan. Sekarang atuk bergantung sepenuhnya daripada machine tu. Atuk telah mendapat suntikan anaesthatic untuk menenangkan diri dia. Lewat jam 11 malam nurse dari HKL hubungi ayah suruh semua adik beradik family umi datang untuk melihat keadaan atuk, atuk dah dipindahkan ke CCU pula. Sedih sangat bila tengok atuk nafas, oksigen masuk direct ke mulut die. Bibir atuk kelihatan mula kering. Risau nanti ulser pula, tp nurse x kasi letak apa2, mahupun air, sbb takut ganggu machine tu.. Menurut doktor, atuk ni semangat sangat tinggi sebab tu die masih boleh berjalan dan badan die bersih..beberapa kali die tanya kat paksu dan ayah, betul die boleh jalan ke sebelum ni? boleh pegi mandi sendiri? Kalau diikutkan record sakitnya, org macam atuk dh bed-ridden..Sebenarnya Atuk punya prinsip untuk tidak mahu susahkan anak-anaknya mahupun orang lain. Itu sebab walau pun kena stroke, half of his body, die gagahkan diri tuk berjalan dan buat kerja sendiri. Atuk, atuk, saya doakan atuk dikurang kan rasa sakit, dikurniakan ketenangan dlm mngharungi dugaan ini dan dipanjangkan umur! Cepatlah sembuh atuk! Kami sgt risau akan keadaan atuk! Jam 3 pagi baru sampai ke rumah kembali.